Saturday, April 30, 2011

If You Ever Felt : Afraid Of Change

Hello Thoughts, I know it's been awhile but work has been hamming down this time. Ugh, I really do hate my job. I mean I work for a chain company that cares little about their employees and more about their earnings. Well, I mean it should care, but when my manager keeps dumping his bullshit load of work on me, that's where I draw the line. A job is a job I suppose.

I have food in my stomach, a decent place to live, and extra money for the things I want. I guess it ain't all too bad, I know others who have it worse.

Do you ever notice how, even though each day brings something new, that something new is only new because of the day? Think about it, it makes sense...I guess in only a cynical perspective.

Okay, so each day brings something new, right? Well I see that something as not being new, but being reintroduced, maybe granted by some small alternation. Maybe the time of day that changes, or the people you meet, but life has a way of being on repeat, and the ability to disguise being on repeat by editing or changing something before it plays over again. It's harsh, and odd for the matter, but after seeing the sun rise and sun set for the past four years of my daunting life, I notice these things.

I feel like my life is a series of roller coasters, and even though it's an adventure and brings something "new", they all technically are the same thing. No matter how extreme or boring two lives by comparison may seem, they're still just lives.

I just want to step off this ride and go on the Ferris wheel; play some mini games even. But I'm afraid that, if I make that change, the line for how my life was will be too long. Or maybe won't feel the same. Perhaps I wouldn't like either exchange.

Well Thoughts, thank you for listening.
Till next time, keep thinking, keep clear.

Davey.

17 comments:

  1. Life does get rather repetitive, but there's not much we can do

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  2. this is why i'm not looking forward to life after college

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  3. bro im still in highschool -_-

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  4. i could follow the carnival metaphor. check out "something wicked this way comes" by ray bradbury.

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  5. May God bless and keep you always
    May your wishes all come true
    May you always do for others
    And let others do for you
    May you build a ladder to the stars
    And climb on every rung
    May you stay forever young

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  6. A job IS a job. But a crappy job is still crappy. a3

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  7. Find a job that you love, and you'll never work a day in your life.

    Until the company goes under.

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  8. my lifes getting more and more monotonous as each day passes! im thinking soon im just going to snap and do something crazy like hitchike to the other side of australia or something haha, how does one change there life anyway? how do i change?

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  9. Helloo! Just wanted to tell you that I like your blog bro!

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  10. thoughtful blog, will follow.

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  11. Always the challenge isn't it; finding something you enjoy and want to spend time on

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  12. it is what it is i guess.. we got to deal with it

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  13. If you get a job you like, it becomes more like a hobby than a job.

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  14. change is always difficult.. but a bad job is better than no job at all

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  15. Agree with Dejch, plenty of people would love to have a job they hate right now

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