A Match Lit On The Sun

I can't escape what the past has done,
But I can move forward on,
Let's bring down angry emotions,
Come into face with the mirrors,
Hopefully what we see we don't fear,

A tiny spark can set ablaze everything,
My heart lays in the immense heat,

Oh no I've done it again, I've broken my jaw,
My mouth dropped with the hit of a fist,
This is mine, my own faulty ways,
Now I will never enjoy what I have missed,

Cuts and bruises will heal with time,
But the pain I feel will always be mine,

Now I see what you mean to me,
It may be too late, you are filled with the utmost hate,
I know what you mean to me,
Let me have a chance to say I'm sorry,

What went wrong in my head,
The wires and the gears have gone wrong,
I am more less of a person than I was,
Redemption sings in every second of my songs,

You were good, You were a saint,
Too pure for an animal like me,
It came with something I can't ever battle with,
Heads you win, tails I lose,
I need to change these way,
Until I do, you are the ultimate price I'll pay,

Now I see what you mean to me,
It may be too late, you are filled with the utmost hate,
I know what you mean to me,
Let me have a chance to say I'm sorry,